Supposedly, I’m here to earn a degree in Marketing. To spend countless hours absorbing knowledge and preparing myself to enter the fabulous field of business. Supposedly.
Honestly, I’m not sure why I’m here or why I’m trying to major in marketing. I’ve never pictured myself as a business woman, and I don’t have any desire to ever become one. In fact, I don’t think I’ve ever pictured myself as a college student either. I never took the college process seriously. I was always casually shrugging when people asked what classes I was excited about or if I was excited to even be on campus. Even now, as I near the end of my first semester, I still don’t feel excited about any part of my college experience. At most, I can offer up a fake smile and lies about how swell college is.
Maybe I’m in the wrong major. Maybe I just need to take a class that interests me. Truthfully, I haven’t felt interested in anything for a long time. At least there’s only a week left in the semester.